regrets

i regret having not listen to my own intuition since my intuition tell me what i should.

instead i go on with the flow and now i feel a bit of regret. i dunno whether i made the right decision or not. only time will tell. but it pist me that i should have known better but still i put myself in the situation where i am drifting along. haihs. stupid me.

damm it. if i have any chances again, i would or maybe i should follow what my heart tells me to instead of letting myself go on with the flow.