Congratulations!

Two of my close friends got a job this week. I am so absolutely happy for them! i know they have really searched hard to find the job and i wish them the VERY best. I really hope their career will spark off from this job. Congratulations once again!!!

As for me, i am still searching for the right one. I will never know which is the right career path for me to go to .... and i'm actually kind of relaxing and taking things slowly. I am glad that both my parents are understanding enough and did not push/nagged me into getting a job quick. but it is me who is pressuring my ownself sometimes. but anyway, i just learnt a sentence today, no matter how sad or happy life is, life still has to go on. so why not put a smile on the face everyday and make everyday a happyday =)

right now, i am actually sick.. i dunno why.. but everyyear around the month of july/august, i will fall sick once..dunno why. so here am i again.. at home.. doing nothing n resting lor.. with crysanthemun drink tat i boiled, a book on "How to do everything with MOffice", and wonderful songs to cheer me on the friday afternoon..

you tell, you made, you deliver!

so many things to write but my mouse spoiled on me and i havent buy a new one yet. will get one real soon. mouse is like my right hand.. myassist.. it's so hard losing it.. i wanna post more pictures here.. but without a mouse.. i cant edit the pixies to put it up.. but THE hardest is to lose someone than anything else..
Makes me ponder upon.. what life really is? i was saddened by the death of Yasmin Ahmad. She was(so bad to use tat past tense) and still is my favourite film director in malaysia. I was having this dream of working with here someday. but now it will just remain being unfulfilled dreams.But god is good, she will not suffer thru the pain she gone thru.. god brought her back earlier as she have done what she have to do in this world. may you rest in peace and hopefully may we be gifted with a talented person like you again=)
i only met her once and listening to what she said was just marvellous. i even recorded the talk tat she gave and wat she siad will be a good piece of advise to me.. one advise tat i will remember forever....

a peek into an unemployed life

so u know you are the above when u are so free with nothing to do and ended up chatting and watching television all the time.. or even better.. sleeping all the time.. why? simple because u dun have the money to go out and that going out for once will burn a hole in your pocket. 

i am not complaining la.. cause i did not make any effort to look for a job also.. so who to blame rite.. me myself lor. 

Currently i am following  TVB new series,  Burning Flame 3.. and up to EP14 d.. and u know wat.. i dun like the story line on why Wong Hei's character is being portrayed as if he is so weak, annoying, perfectionist and all.. and that Kevin Cheng get to be the man. the HERO all the time.. other than tat.. it's ok.. but why do u have to sacrifice everything to make Kevin the MAN!!!

and u know wat.. i just got an idea on how to write to apply for a job in my so called dream company... it's crazy.. i know.. but i will just give it a try.. it will not be the formal one.. but it will be a crazy one. I have been figuring and drafting how to write it.. all is in my mine.. when i finally pen in down.. and if i EVER did get an interview or something.. i will write something here.. else.. it's a secret between me and tat company which i would want to submit my application. hahahahaha. 

on other note, convocation is set to be on Wednesday, 12 August , 3pm.

speechless, yet am writing..

i was on a week holiday in KL.. main reason being that i went there solely to watch Manchester United Live in Action at Stadium Bukit Jalil. but that is not the main talking point of the entry today.

rather.. while i was in KL, i was disconnected from the internet, newspaper n all.. i know.. being in the city.. i was and should have exposed myself more to the news surrounding.. but the place i was staying with my cousin did not have internet connection and that i wasnt bothered to buy a newspaper. I did saw a few times when i passed by the newspaper stand and saw some tall building and pictures of people crying. later did i only know that, a person is death and he was found dead outside the building of MACC.. and damm sad right.. he was just like us, any ordinary malaysian who was summoned for questioning by the authority. and then he came out dead. i dunno what happened but my immediate thinking was; he was murdered..

it doesnt make sense at all on why would he kill himself while he have a fiancee and an unborn child waiting for him.. to start a family.. it was so tragic... and as for his mohther, losing his son in this manner is such a horror.. i think that was the grief i felt when i saw all the newspaper and seeing his mother so distraught on the tv. 

what have our nation become? i dare not think..when people asked me.. what is good about your country? i just got stucked there.. i dunno wat to answer.. i would want to say something nice and good but my heart doesnt say so.

i am just speechless, clueless to say anything.. those happy moments i had for a week in KL just go down like tat. may u rest in peace.. TBH.. 

daily chores

Dear Diary,

I have been doing things for the past 2 weeks but somehow i feel the things i have been doing is not productive enough.

Let me see what have i done..

a) watching tv which includes everything from news, drama, cartoons and sports.

b) back-up all my photos in the cd from 2002 till present... thousands of memories flow back.. it was so good!

c) reconstructing resume and cover letter for jobs application. 

d) wash clothes and unpack stuff from luggage

e) combining various pictures to print out .. and still counting.. almost 300++ pixies now.. 

f) reading books on branding

g) learning to use microsoft office in more detail

h) playing PSP

i) cooking

j) going out with frens..

k) makan and makan and makan.

put on weight lately.

on another note, my convo is on 12th Aug(wed) 3pm. 

i am graduating.. putting on the robe and all but somehow.. i am not even excited on the prospect of convocation as i think there are still something out there which are more important than this.

since i am so free, i have been doing lots of thinking.. sometimes negative stuff just hit your mind and you just cant imagine how something bad could turn to disaster and wondering how good things can become even better things.. why are things happening like this and not like that?

anyway, i decided to let go the usm offer to further master and i am glad i did that. i do not think it was a bad decision though. I feel i need that working experience to bring me forward. I also believe that i can get a job that i really want and i would take my time. No one is putting the pressure on me except my ownself. so, let me just lay back.. take my time to learn some skills like photoshop-ing, illustrat-ing, microsoft office-ing and all before i really really berjaya untuk menghadapi dunia luar yang memang kejam... jadi saya hanya boleh mempersiapkan diri saya sebaik yang mungkin.

apa yang akan berlaku kelak berada di luar kawalan saya.. saya hanya membuat yg terbaik.

sekian sahaja rentetan saya kali ini. saya akan pergi ke satu escapade hujung minggu ini untuk merehatkan minda.. sehingga berjumpa lagi..

have a nice weekend.. 

Bon-weekend..

Another Epic Wimbledon Final

I watched last year Wimbledon men singles final where roger federer lost to rafael nadal. And this year, he was playing second best to Andy Roddick.. but unfortunately for Andy Roddick.. one mistake.. and roger federer won.. in another epic 5 sets thriller.. 5-7, 7-6, 7-6, 6-3 and 16-14. 

it was really really an incredible game of tennis.. I was rooting for Roger Federer all this while and i felt sad for roddick for he played a magnificient game. he was really unlucky. He should have won the tiebreak on the 2nd set.. but he blew his chances away. I think the 2nd set was the turning point and federer gain momentum from there.. and won it.. of course.. roddick didnt give up though.. he came back in the fourth set and managed to break federer to win 6-3 on the fourth set.. then on the final set. you can see that both were very strong.. physically and mentally. no one wanted to give in.. federer could not even break on roddick's serve and it looks more likely that roddick will win they game. Unfortunately.. towards the 3oth game.. after 4 hr..15mins on court.. Federer finally managed to break roddick. and championship point to roger federer. 

Federer was again delighted.. and now crowned wimbledon champion for the 6th time and become the GREATEST Player EVER in tennis history.. surpassing Pete Sampras record of 14th major... 15th Major for Roger Federer... and hopefully counting =).. when he lost out on last year wimbledon.. more doubt whether he could come back stronger to win another major again.. and then came the US Open... he won against andy murray.. it was his 13th major.. then australian open.. he lost in the final to nadal.. but still he came back to win the French Open, finally won the only grandslam he have not won before.. so there was it.. his 14th Grandslam.. and now, of course.. winning the Wimbledon 2009 to take his tally to 15th Grandslam and thus becoming THE greatest tennis player of all time. What a magnificent athlete he is.. Congratulations, Roger Federer..

and to Andy Roddick. i really do feel sorry for him.. He was really the better player today.. but luck was not on his side... he lost it.. but i think he would come back stronger and hopefully try to win another grandslam again. All the Best.

so there you go.. my 2 weeks of glu-ing myself in front of the TV watching Wimbledon..and of course.. due to the time different.. i have to stay up till wee morning watching it.. but it was good nonetheless... =)

on another note, i actually did attend a job interview.. i went for the 2nd intw with the MD.. but sadly i did not go well prepared.. it was my fault.. (i went with the mentality.. if i didnt get the job.. never mind.. i just am going for fun and experience).. and of course.. it back-fired on me.. i was low on confidence, nervous and everything negative.. i should have done better. i am at fault cause i think i would have gotten the job had i did research on the theory side.. sigh.. sigh.. but i shall learnt from this and improved myself.. i really regretted it.. and wat the MD said.. is still very very fresh in my mind.. sigh.. 

again now.. i really really dunno what i want in life.. all this while.. i though i knew what i want.. but now.. i am in dilemma again.. and not knowing where i would go from here.. sigh..  i have to come back stronger and job hunt again. =)

Nobody?

this few days i was reading the news on how my favourite football club has money to spend on ronaldo's transfer to real madrid..  but sadly there are no one to be bought. i thought that was rather funny. and madrid keep on buying players like there are no more players in the team anymore.. you tell me..?? buying so many superstars in a team of only 11 people who can play in the pitch at one time.. how can you dump all inside the starting eleven?? funny la.. and to have all superstars playing together?? i doubt it la.

and why are the media making a big fuss towards manunited??? i still believe in ferguson.. even though the departure of ronaldo did leave a BIG or rather HUGE gap. i do not think it's time to panic and fuss about. stay calm and cool.. buying a no name player is good... after all.. who would have heard about cristiano ronaldo 6 years ago.. it was then Ferguson who turn him into one of the best footballer in the modern era.. why cant ferguson buy someone who is inexpensive and again turn him into a superstar.. then of course spending less money.. and to groom the player into a superstar.. and sell at a higher price.. is also a good business.. =)

i still believe and confident manunited will make it through the next season.. if they dont win anything. then consider it as a rebuilding season.. like the economics.. there are alwiz up and down.. so why fuss?? and i doubt madrid will be good either.. so many superstar.. how do you control them??.. with so many ego-maniac.. and ronaldo is one of the example.. 

anyway, i am excited to be going down to KL to watch manunited in action.. although there will be no ronaldo.. there are other players worth to watch.. and hopefully ferguson managed to finalised his team before the start of 2009/2010 season.. best of luck!!!

i am so reluctant to find a job and start working.. why d fuss to be hurry finding a job... i still wan my own little time..=)