July 21, 2009

speechless, yet am writing..

i was on a week holiday in KL.. main reason being that i went there solely to watch Manchester United Live in Action at Stadium Bukit Jalil. but that is not the main talking point of the entry today.

rather.. while i was in KL, i was disconnected from the internet, newspaper n all.. i know.. being in the city.. i was and should have exposed myself more to the news surrounding.. but the place i was staying with my cousin did not have internet connection and that i wasnt bothered to buy a newspaper. I did saw a few times when i passed by the newspaper stand and saw some tall building and pictures of people crying. later did i only know that, a person is death and he was found dead outside the building of MACC.. and damm sad right.. he was just like us, any ordinary malaysian who was summoned for questioning by the authority. and then he came out dead. i dunno what happened but my immediate thinking was; he was murdered..

it doesnt make sense at all on why would he kill himself while he have a fiancee and an unborn child waiting for him.. to start a family.. it was so tragic... and as for his mohther, losing his son in this manner is such a horror.. i think that was the grief i felt when i saw all the newspaper and seeing his mother so distraught on the tv. 

what have our nation become? i dare not think..when people asked me.. what is good about your country? i just got stucked there.. i dunno wat to answer.. i would want to say something nice and good but my heart doesnt say so.

i am just speechless, clueless to say anything.. those happy moments i had for a week in KL just go down like tat. may u rest in peace.. TBH.. 

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