KIMI WON!!!

i watch wih my heartbeat feeling like felling off..... So dramatic.. and I AM proudly holy saying, KIMI RAIKKONEN WINS the BRAZILIAN GP and becoming the WORLD CHAMPION.. finally, after 2 missed chance on the championship..(one vs FA last 2 years ago and one last 3 years ago, vs M.Schumacher). and that is so sweet of ferrari's.. Team mate, FelipeMassa a very good team player as well.. congratulations, Kimi.

And sadly for Mclaren.. of Fernando Alonso and Lewis Hamilton.. hahahahaha..
but i just heard that car No4,5,6 of Heidfeld, Rosberg and Kubica under investigations by FIA due to some regulations prob.. and that Mclaren is appealing.. if that happen. Kimi wont be the world champion.. fingers crossed that HE will still remain the world champion.. I am so happy, proud and all that can be describe as HAPPY.. smiling ME..
Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!

i dun like Hmaliton and world champion. Please dun let the mclaren wins the appeal!!!


but for NOW!!

KIMI RAIKKONEN IS THE WORDL F1 CHAMPION for SEASON 2007!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the routine gets going again.

i hate it. Raya is over. It freaks me out counting days to exams when i didnt even start opening any books nor reading yet. I hate the fact that tis is the 1st semester when i dun /rarely understand what is being taught. Forgive me for being a lazy ass but it's not my fault kan... tis semester is full with assignments and when you got to know it.. semester is over.. and you have to struggle looking for notes/past year quest and god knows what else to be ready for exam.. grrr...
Here i am ranting again instead of studying really proof that saya tak ada mood untuk study. You really got to force yourself.. even coming home for holiday.. i only brought back a file as thick as 2cm??? cause i know i wont be studying and there is of no use bringing back those thick thick books/notes back home. AND i got it SPOT on. I din even touch that 2cm file. SEE???
I hate studying.officially hate.and hate.....
SO, since semester is almost over.. guess this blog wont be on YKT 214 d kan? saya pun tak tahu samaada mahu terus untuk tulis atau tidak. Sudah macam tak bersemangat. Mungkin akan jadi blog peribadi saya. Maklum blog saya yang satu lagi sudah tak diupdate selalu kerana kemalasan saya. Saya semakin hari semakin tua dan semakin malas.
ANyway, i wont let my laziness get over me. I need to study. to maintain my results. Else, mummy dearest would nagged me again. and i cant stand facing those relatives who LOVES to compare with their goddammf***king children... grrr. i wish to get out every festive season. so i wont get annoy by those bitch and just my family and i. even my bro hates them.. and mind you, he is taking his STPM in few weeks time. He sure lagi will get bombarded coming next CNY.
why la our life so miserable???

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

so much yet so little..

By not giving us mid semester break we got 2 weeks of study break... how good is that? but it was mainly due to hari raya celebration.. so 2 weeks of study break (hols) is more appropriate.
hmmm..dunno if i really could study that early....

it also D-day time when results of assignments is out.. and i got my TV production result d.. dunno should be happy or sad.. maybe should have done better... never mind then, no point regretting it though..

This few days i have been questioning myself, do i really want to do what i really want or take another path in life.. sigh.. still i had ppl looking at me as if i am a different ppl... i dun f***king care what you ppl think.. Cant you ppl just grow up and have a life.. So i did a few things which lead ppl to think that i am not the same person as i am be4.. i know what i did but you ppl can nevr jugde me just because of some small things... screw you up.. and i dun care..

no point being emo... blah...

iCT and Education

this topic wont be coming out for exams anyway..
ICT and Education could not be seperated. More more sch in malaysia is equipped with computers with the main purpose of: let the children use them.. to surf the net for more information, to gain more knowledge.. but how correct or true it is.. statement from the optimist.. saying.. everyone will get access. children will learn more.. with media giving all the tools.. sure children will get more information..
sadly, it is not the case in Malaysia.. only selected sch or rich sch get access to ICT. See, those poor, village sch.. do they get this tech?.. even if they get the technology.. will they be able to utilised it? no telephone line=which means, no internet access... and to further maintain the ICT, who would want to pay? gov isnt supporting enuff in terms of financial.. at the end of it.. ICT in the poor place would then be abandoned.. so where is the use of ICT??? would techno savy kids be produced in this secluded area? i beg to differ..
on the contrary, kids or teenagers like us living in the city should be thankful.. we come from background where we have access to mostly everything.. computers, internet, satelite Tv and many more.. but we kind of taking things for granted and never appreciate it... The pessimist would then argue that those who have the control and power will have access and the rest would just be left out... it's sad... for me.. when i could not get access to internet for minutes, or connection is too slow, i will start to complain.. but screw the government.. with MSC they are supposed to give us a good connection.. but our service provider give us lame services.. where is the 2mbps connection as being propogate by the IPS.. ?

A question that everyone needs to think for a while is:
who benefited from this ICT introduction? big company providing us with the technology?
who get access to it? all of us? hmmmm
would there be a follow up or a maintenance after the introduction?

that's all..

today's tutorial, the last one of YKT 214 has the least ppl.. only 3 ppl in the class?? and tutor was discussing about the exam Q.. media global and imperialism.. hmmm.. i'm not in the favour of doing this kind of question/ i get frustrated everytime.. and mind you that i havent touch the reading pn wang gave us... out of the 5, i would prefer to answer the question on pandangan, gender and pekerjaan.. but then again, all question are tough. not easy le.. how to?

sigh, moment you finish with all assigments being thrown at you.. you have to sit for exams.. how crappy is the education system??
I guess i could not grumble much and stay on with the flow, see, me my ownself is following the norm and status quo.

enough of craps for now...

superb?

Eating at Ananda Bhavan was good! Food and service was real good. but i forgot to take pixies... haha.. i was eating too much.. and New zealand natural at 30% today is darn niceeee.. making this the wonderful weekend in this semester.

Going out with wondergirlMei was good. And to look for what path of life to go is so difficult. while she is working and having fun at her intern so much, i wonder what will my path of study lead me to. A fun, wonderful life? Living a naive life? i dunno which path to take.. Remember Robert Frost poem we used to study in School, The Road NotTaken.. Two road diverged... bla..bla.. bla.. and he choose the road less taken... should i or should i not take the road which less ppl are taking? i really dunno. There is so much life has to offer and i seriously dunno which kind of life i want. I yearn to backpacked around the world all this while. Doing things which are going to challenge my limitations but then again i have my family to care about and i cant be too selfish, can i.. sigh.. but life is too short to not taking any risk. I would risk anything to travel around the world. and when i was young, i used to have the girly talk with wondergirlMei that we would retire by the time we hit our big 3-0. We would be laughing our ass off doing things others wont do. Opening our own boutique and learing how to sew... we seat in borders, going around books be4 giving up but deep inside us, we still wana learn.. Boutique is still our dreams... after all, girls just wanna have fun!!!

I set my self short and long term goals... but things happen and goals will change as well.. For now, i will conc on exams and review my goals later.

Happy and Contented

I had a marvellous day off with glorius food and bought myself one top and bottom. So happy!!!!

I did not go shopping for a long time d.. and on a tight budget i am, i managed to eat and still make myself happi-er.thanks so smartassCL.

Next up is lunch with wondergirlMei who i have not seen for months. Due to my busy-ness and her internship in Intel(busy with her life as an engineer-to-be) we are meeting up for GOOD tomoro. I miss you much!!! =)

After i am happy and done with my sweet sweet weekend, october is going to be sweeter!!! ahaha.

Next week, i am going to start my new resolution. To complete my notes for YKT 211 and 214. Plan out my study time and have lots of fun while i am studying. I am not prolly be like a bookworm studying the whole time.

So, i shall managed my time went and study to the max i could.

I screw up all my assignments as i think what i have done for all my subjects this semester are like a piece of crappy assignments. with things done last minute, aint i going to produce a good piece of GOOD assignments rite? like what Pn Wang said last Thurs in class, "you all are going to receive a preset from me after Hari Raya" of course la this means a not so good grade for the coursework.

So, to make up for my badness in assignments, i need to work hard for my finals. so my mum wont nagged me for being a lazy ass. She view me as a lazy person as i alwiz sleep past over noon and still wouldnt get myself out of the bed while she is till busy doing the daily chores.

Exams starts on 29th Oct till 10th Nov. And then i have ONE month break be4 sem2 starts. I am not going to work for this one month. Me is going to ENJOY! Fr 9dec till 13 Dec, my Holiday is confirm but destination will only be reveal here once i post the holiday trip here. hehe.

I will end my post here and till i write again next week. with post of Monday lecture on YKT 214. Tek Komunikasi dan Pendidikan.

Happy a Nice Weekend! =)

Hectic life but still coping well...

The month of september has been filled with many things to do.. mainly assignments, assignments and assignments. Well, last weekend was not.. was on Freedom Film Festival, thought of pulling out as a volunteer at the last minute as i still have other assignment due.. but since i promised them months ago, it;s only right if i kept to my promises. So there goes my 3 days volunteering to help in The Actors Studio GreenHall..
I was to usher ppl to the lil hall to watch the screenings plus i was in charge with F&B for the whole crew and volunteers. That was the hardest job ever. I never did things like that be4. it's prety tough buying food with tight budget and seperating to buy food for those who is on vegetarian, halal and non-halal. and i feel bad i dun even know town that well and thus i could not get good food for them. Felt sorry, maybe i should have got to know penang more. sigh.sigh. but then i din even know they put my name on the F&B area until tat day itself. So, cannot blame me also la. But at least i kept their stomach from hunger.

I cant review the films as i din really get to watch it.. only a few glimpse of here and there.. I missed Fahmi Reza(10 tahun sebelum merdeka), but i got to watch 2 other winners this year.. Ong Boon Keong's (Forgotten) and Indrani Kopal (She's My Son)- Indrani is a sweet girl. You go girl, i love the way she documented her ideas into visuals. SO creative of her.. Ong Boon Keong was on clan jetty in Penang. Sigh.. can we not rescue the jetty... preserved it or give them the right to the land!!!! I will watch Fahmi Reza's documentary soon....

Today's Audio Production went well just a lil glitch here and there but overall is fine. am satisfied on that. 214 lecture was cancelled this week but we still have tutorials and class tomoro. Tutorial this week was on the new media in the repressive state. My group did on Raja Petra's. After reading it, only did i understand what the controversial was about. if not because of the tutor, i would not have read in so details on the issue. So, thanks much! =).. and i bought i copy of Aliran's Monthly and read article written by our lecturer, Zaharom Nain regarding the issue og bloggers.. Add more knowledge to things i didnt know.

Next, one more essay for audio production due this friday and finally i can have a sweet sweet september weekend, at last. weeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!



counting down in 14days for a big day! i cant wait! LOL!!!