March 30, 2009

postmortem?

i dunno why.. but i have this weird feeling after the screening of all of our music video. i wasnt really satisfied with wat we did. maybe others were better? was i not equipped with the editing creativity? ideas? i dunno wat we lack off. Hopefully, i still get the chance to prove that i will be suitable in this field.. else.. maybe if i dont have any options that i will look into other field as well. sigh...

on another different note.. i am all excited but scared as well... i have made THE biggest decision on my life so far.. after 22 YEARS ..that may or maynot determine what i want to do in my future. anyhow, i am taking this big step out to venture into a different life and hopefully... hopefully.. it will pay off... wheeeeeeeeeee!!!!!

all will come true this 11th april... *fingers crossed*

March 25, 2009

agony

i saw how my fave team was beaten twice.. consecutively. damn it. how can it happen.

hopefully, hopefully they can bounce back... 

and hoping them to retain the BPL title again.

March 20, 2009

Trust

I trust no one. no one at all. 

it's been a rollercoaster month to date. i have learnt so much things on the human manner. and i will be a tougher person to face this evil world. 

i repeat i cant trust anyone at all now. 

the trust that i have for people just disappear.. people around me have been dishonest to me lately.. almost everybody...

sigh.

March 08, 2009

wrap-up

six days of shooting is tiring.full with tension, happiness and pressure. tomoro is a starting for another week of post production.. then my radio dj and then script writing. wat a bad timing to get a sore throat. damm it. if i dun recover by then, i will be sounding weird for my dj session. 

in between i will be busy with the impact week project. i wonder how will things work out.