been sick for a week. and it's the worst feeling ever. i had a great weekend out with my closes friends.. it was perfect but my body wasnt allowing me to be who i want to be... so there i was..dragging myself and a few times felt asleep while chatting in starbucks.. funny. and dahla i tahan myself from drinking coffee knowing my throat will get worse.. it's been a year since the six of us gather like tat.  this has been different. conversation has been different. we changed. but one thing remain is the friendship we made during our high school. It's the one i will cherished and hopefully our friendship will remain forever. =)

this semester has been nothing for me.. so far i do not have any classes yet and it is great or maybe it is 'pre-arranged' knowing i will fall sick and giving me sometime to recover.. haha...

2008 come and going to end in hours time. but i am not complaining. 2008 has been a year of failing, trying, and standing up again for me. i have learnt and will continue to learn more in the future. i am sure that will make me a stronger person.

I am hoping and wishing for a better year ahead. Here is to a Happy New Year 2009! =) 

The beginning of a new (last) semester

i only have 10 units left. so 9 unit is for my final year project and 1 unit for my Ko-K.
classes are on thurs and fri morning.. and kok is on mon and thurs evening. awesome. but of course i am going to be busy with the FYP.
dissappointed with my last semester's result. should have done way better. haihs.
Meet a few of my coursemates but they are all so busy with their final year project.. those in adwave, nemgrads..
i am scared shit of what will i do for my fyp but still so lazy to think about it.. so wait till i meet up with my groupmate to decide what are we going to do...

today was awesome. went jogging and breakfast with my 2 fabulous friend. it's been long or never before we went jogging. so yeah. we ran a few rounds.. jog a few before we were tired and went for breakfast.

i am hoping for a wonderful weekend.

AWE-some-ness

few more days to the new semester or i should refer it as the LAST semester.

well, it's been the perfect holiday i had so far. going to cameron for the 'n' th time, joining the awesome food hunt and that we were clueless with the questions (haha), road trip to sitiawan and this coming weekend the winter solstice festival in batu ferringhi. i cant wait for it.. and with my cousins as well. FANTASTIC that's the word to describe this 1 month holiday. 

of course in between i've watching drama series, movies, playing games in my bro's psp and some attempt to bake cake and cookies but failed miserably and i ended up doing pizzas.. haha.

i think tat pretty much sums up my dull holidays but seriously,  i am enjoying so much fun hanging out with the bunch of friends i have. 

until my next post. =)

Almost Perfect Reunion ruined by Barbarians

It was well planned by my fellow friends. It was to be our reunion since we finished Form6. There were 21 of us in the class. Physics class. We were the most annoying and the wild nightmare a teacher would want to have. We often talk and do things our way and give them a headache. But we didnt care. As long as we stay together, we are going to make it through. And make it through we did. For three years, since the last mass hang out. All of us took different path in life, we did things our way and we almost never seen each other in a long long time. Even if we did meet up, it will only be four to five person. 

Sad isn’t it. But this time, it was determine that a meet up will go on well. All was planned so that most of us could attend. Now, usually it is always at E-Gate and E-gate and E-gate. Since we were tired of that, a new destination is choosen. A barbeque at CC;s place. I went earlier to CC’s place with cheng and then meet up with jian ming at cc’s house. Then we went for late breakfast cum early lunch at Island Glades before we head to Tesco and Jusco to grab needed stuff for the BBQ. Out of 21, 14 people made it for the BBQ. Few cant make but it is ok.. All of us were happy with those who came. 

After coming back from shopping, cc’s mum were busy preparing some food for us.. curry chicken (yummy), tomyan maggi mee (yummy), and red bean tong sui for us. We then prepared the marinated chicken, mutton, salmon, corn and few others and we prepared drinks as well. All was well. After preparing and have some time gap between, we settled for I not Stupid 2. Was good. And finally it was time for the BBQ. Four of us head down to the management office to borrow some chairs and head to the bbq pit to prepare for the big reunion. Jian ming n I started the fire.. and we nearly failed.. but we didnt gave up. Then the rest begin to come and help up.. and finally we found success and begin barbequeing.. of course since we did look like a failure in the beginning, Some when up to cooked the chicken.. haha.. those of us who didnt gave up enjoyed the awesome bbq chickens. It was good. Really good. After eating, camwhoring around, we sat down in a circle and talk and talk and talk until untowards stuff happenned. Since beside CC’s apartment is a lowcost flat.. this bunch of idiot decided to disturb us.. but we didnt really care and they started playing with firecrackers.. 1st cracker was few metres away, then the second one.. almost omn the same spot.. the 3rd one prove crucial while we were talking.. one of shouted that the crackers is just beside us.. we started rushing away.. but it wasnt as fast as we wanted that the crackers explode.. it hurt cc’s at her hand, pam’s at her lips it was terrible. We were shouting as loud as we can towards those bunch of idiot or so i would prefer them as barbarians. 

Dont they have better things to do?.. sorry, i am not being racist but this bunch of ppl happen to be few malays(you know, those mat rempit look-alike). I hate the fact that we were enjoying ourself there and they disturb how peaceful we were enjoying ourself. I could not make myself to forgive them.. what if my friends or I who did kena badly? Do this bastard think of any consequences? Why would they play and hurt someone innocent? Arghhh.... these idiotic bastard barbarians spoiled our most awaited day. Damm it. Now it left us with scar. Scar that will only haunt us for the rest of our life. Sigh.

We grew up, grew older and wiser. Some of us have known each other for 10 freaking years d. and that is what make us strong. No matter how many challenges or obstacle that is throw at us we will go through it strongly and bravely. I am sure all of us will find success in each of our own way. I hope that this friendship remains and that we will stay as friends forever. 

Take care everyone and I hope to meet up with you guys again soon. 

All the Best!

FIN

completed my last two papers. to say that i was satisfied with one and disappointed with my french. screw up and mixep up some verbs, number and the conjugation. haihs. hopefully it dont cause me a lot of marks. sigh.

out of five papers this semester i only got confidence in three and screw up 2. die la. 

oh well, it's over and holiday d.. so dun bother thinking about it until results are out.

going for a short vacation and having funs around. 

bye-bye. 

He did it!

i am so proud of my brother.

it's a big day for him. he studied well for this and deserved it.

Congratulations! it's one stepping stone to another..

now, we hafta start appealing for him so he could get into Phortay.. he insist that he doesnt want to go into Chungling.

dunno what is he thinking, apparently a lot of his friends wants PhorTay instead of CLHS. and right now he is out having fun with his friends. once again, congrats!! we are so proud of him!! =)

went to see doctor today, my foot which has a blister but not a blister look alike has been hurting for a month now. i thought it would heal but it didnt. so hafta resort in seeing a doc. all is well..

i have 2 more papers to go and have to work hard so to maintain my gpa after my disastrous paper yesterday. sad case. haihs.

just now me and my bro walk down to see the funeral thingy. his wife is a teacher at my bro school. so we went to like pay our last respects.. so terrible. the wife was crying non-stop. family and friends mourn the lost. i saw his youngest son(his only son, 4 years old), he have another 2 daughters. he was clueless on what is going on there.. i am sure when he grew up he will understand it better. pity his son that he might not know his dad. sigh.

screwed up my third paper. damm sad.. of all papers, i screwed up this.. damm bad man.. i do not know what happen to me. sigh. sad.sad case....

on another news, the man who was burned to death in the car robberythingy (thestar) ,he live in the street behind my hse.. damm scary.. how could the people killed him.. pity his kids.. so young only. haihs.. what on earth is happening in Penang.. so many crime rate happen frequently in penang nowadays.. is the new gov so busy with finding investors that it had forgotten to protect us? how come the security level so bad nowadays?
can they stop woo-ing investors cause i feel the main core issue to focus is social and nothing have been done except.. investors,investors and investors.. duh.. i am sick of it already..

what about the development that has been going on, on the way to batu ferringhi.. all those luxurios bungalows that result in more trees being chopped down and when rains come.. all the soils washed away and causing minor landslides here and there.. why doesnt the auhtority pay more attention to it.. is developing whole penang we ever wanted without knowing what the consequences will be?

please..for the sake of Penang.. think properly before a new hills being lawn away for another luxorious project.

3 more to go!

2 papers done, 3 more to go... but it's still a looong way.

feeling euphoric that i have completed two papers. it's less stressful compared to previous semesters. I'm hoping for the best... tralalala..

Justice?

I was shocked.. i did not anticipated my morning when reading thestar online would be like this..

now, is there really justice in court anymore? can we rely on the authorities? seriously, i am having a big doubt about it. 

sad day for malaysia..  where is the judicial reform as promised? blah.. all are nonsense..

finals coming.. i havent start studying yet. cant study. dunno why.

it's been the worst semester ever. i barely did anything meaningful/useful this semester. it is as though i din do anything at all. 

die la.. one more final semester to go.. how to survive and maintain my pointer la... 

not easy. not easy. not easy. 

Tagged..

Since i have been tagged  i shall answer it.. here it goes..

Four jobs you’ve had in your life

1) Working at Gama Supermarket as a promoter

2) Working at a Job Hunting Agency as a CRM

3) Working at a  Agilent  for a week

4) Working at Apex Picture as an Intern

and lots more.. since it is only four.. then four it is..


 Four jobs you wish you had
1) Working in ESPN /STAR SPort
2) Working in Astro

3)Working at the United Nations helping the poors

4)Freelancing..

Four Movies you can watch over and over again

1) Harry Potter

2) Disney's Movie

3)  Cant think of any.

4) If  Moonlight Resonance is counted.. that be it.. else, none tat i can think of now.


Four Cities you have lived in
1)Penang Island

2)Petaling  Jaya, Selangor

3) None

4) and NOne....

 Four TV Shows you love to watch

1) One Tree Hill

2)Ugly Betty

3) Desperate Housewives

4)CS1 Miami

Four places you’ve been on vacation/travelled to

1)Redang Island

2) Langkawi

3) Pangkor Island

4)Cameron Highlands
 Four Websites you visit daily

1) Hotmail

2) The Star

3) Anilnetto

4) TVB
Four of your favorite Foods

1) Food

2) That 

3) Is

4) Delicious and Nice

Four Things you won’t eat

1) Food

2) I

3) Don't

4) Like

Four things you wish you could eat right now
1) Kenny Rogers

2)Cake

3)Ice Cream

4)Bun

Four things in your bedroom
1) Bed

2)Pillow

3)Blanket

4)Clothes

Four things you wish you had in your bedroom

1) More

2)Space

3)For

4)Food?

One Place I’d rather be right now

HOME

Four people you’d really love to have dinner with
1) Family

2) Friends

3)Friends

4)Friends
Four Things I am thinking right now
1) i want to eat

2) i am going to french class

3)i want to claim rm625 after paying my roadtax

4)i am going to screening tonight... yay+food.
Four of your favourite things

1)cant

2)think

3)of

4)now



Four People I tag
1) I

2) am

3) not

4) tagging.

stress gila..

i am still in the midst of finishing my kajian televisyen assignment due on thurs.. i had to do it one day earlier than rushing on the last minute (on the dot) which i usually do for all my other assignments.. this time i cant afford it.. i have french essay test on thurs which is going to kill me.. all the verbs and preposition.. so much to memorize.. damm it.. 

my brain cant think anymore.. thus i choose to blog.. one more week before  study week but how come i dont feel like it's the end of semester leh? sigh. 

chewing on a polo followed by another for past hours but still i cant finish typing and typing.. terlalu banyak kena tulis dengan citation yang diperlukan lagi. sangat susah.. kalau biblio kurang.. nanti lecturer kata saya tak buat rujukan yang secukupnya. memang teruk.. dahla esei pun kena tulis dalam bm.. teruk tul.. haihs.. pastu.. rujukan tu semua dalam bi.. dahla masa dihabiskan untuk translate.. pas tu translate mcm sial.. bencinya hidup aku ni. kenapalah i have to take those papers.. ish... geram... otak aku ni dah tak berfungsi tetapi banyak lagi yang kena aku buat.. kalau boleh.. hendak aku terbang dari sini.. promotion fireflyz bagi cuti sekolah ini dah penuh di tempah.. aku tak dapat nak tempah seat. lagi geram. 

iam crapping nonsense.. brain is crashing.. it's damm freaking 4.30am  now.. better continue writing those essay before my brain decided to die on me. 

terasa nak tulis dalam bm.. mungkin terikut-ikut dengan BM yang aku tulis dalam esei aku ni. teruk betul.. kalau di SPM dulu aku tulis macam ni.. fail aku. 

haihs.. 3 more weeks be4 study week and then final exam d. i am so dead. my assignment which i promised myself i will do during last one week holiday was not done yet. in fact i havent started yet. damm it.

i have to watch five episode of frontpage to do my assignment. i regretted choosing that but i have no choice d. so little time left for me to change. so i am stuck watching it now before i can start writing a 10 page essay. it's not easy as it seems cause i have to put in citation from readings+if it's relevant some acts and bla bla bla.. 

argghh.. and i dun really like watching it. dunno why. if i could have review other show. sigh.. bad bad choice. 

2 assignment. and one more test to go before study week. 

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it's the end of the month already. another 1 month then i will have my finals. time flies so fast. and it has been raining for two days already. sigh.sigh.sigh.

I dont think i have blog any on football+tennis+F1 in a while.
My fave football team is on the way climbing back to the top of premier league. thats a good sign.
Federer won his 1st grand slam of the year at the US open at the beginning of september. YAY.. since that many people doubt he cant and that Nadal is on the making to be the greatest player. blergh. Roger Federer is the BEST! Then last weekend first F1 night race was a disapointment for Ferrari. The race was great but it wasnt to be for both ferrari drivers.. sigh.sigh. hoping Felipe massa could catch up the 7 points gap between him and Hamilton.

I have 2 essay to write but i do not know what or how to write. so i will think about it later.

went to the freedom film fest last weekend. Wawasan Open Uni was awesome. the film was awesome. the debate was awesome. I'm glad i went.
oh before i forgot, Mamma Mia was great!

my Fave TVB Drama, Moonlight Resonance have ended and the new drama was not that nice at all. So now, i dun have any series to entertain myself with.

since i have nothing better to write.. I'm wishing my muslim friends..

Bonne Fete de l'Eid-Ue-Fitr (Selamat Hari Raya).

i cant wait for all the lemang, ketupat, nasi beryani, tomato and cookies!. =)

Ka Ho Yuet Yuen

my french test was postponed due to reason we dont even know.. it's the last minute thing where we only got to know when the worker put up the notice in front of the class door. so yeah, i will be having 2 test this coming tues.. one in the morning and the other in the afternoon (health psychology).

i have to study but i'm so lazy that i glued to watch moonlight resonance. damm damm like it.. and the series finale is tomoro. i cant wait for the ending. Been catching up with this show since beginning of Aug and it is ending now. It's so much nicer than Heart Of Greed. The scriptwriter must be good in coming up with the ideas. Salute them.. if not for them we would not have such a nice series to enjoy.  getting the series from a reliable source prove to be right as i do not have to subscribe to AOD. i still resort to "not the correct way" in short illegal downloads. haha.

Studio Show

I finally completed my studio ' live' show. it's not live as in broadcasted live.. it's live in the sense that it's the FINAL product and we could not edit it anymore. it was okay overall except for some technical glitches and i trip on the wire which almost cause disruption on Camera 1.. but anyhow.. it was ok.. glad that it is over..

host, crew, cameraman discussing and looking and the recorded rehearsal product...

the simplest set that we have set up.

overseeing the chroma key background the school just bought..

my group members looking excited after we have completed the task! phew..

we headed to BBQ korean food right after..

there are more pictures but i'm lazy to upload d...

hafta study for my french spelling test tomoro..

Bumpy Ride Ahead

Since 8th March GE until now, Politics never stops in our country. In fact it was brought to another level that Malaysians have ever seen/experience before. and now ISA for Teresa Kok and Raja Petra?? with the release of the Sin Chew reporter after 18 hours of ordeal. what is happening?

they didnt even have a chance to speak for themselves and they are just caught and being dumped in Kamunting just like that. Even those in authorities couldnt give a good explanation for their arrest. What on earth is happening in Malaysia? when other countries are fighting with IKE .. we are fighting off ISA.

May the detainees stay strong and I am sure justice will be served!

God Bless. may the strength be with their family members in these moment of grieves.

ideas!ideas!ideas!

after 12th September.. i am going to get back my routine life.
i'm almost getting crazy now with the way things is progressing.

montage, backdrop, gimmick, news feature, report.. so much things to do. yet so many dunno how. how am i to crack my brain for anymore ideas? i am running out of ideas. damm it.

i screw up my french test the other day. so i was simply guessing which grammar i need to put so that the sentences looks nicer.
i have one more test coming up next week. and there is a lot to study.
and on top of that iam going to gym in between my hectic-ness to fulfill the requirement needed in one of my paper.
i need to buy a new bag. my bag die.die on me when i needed it the most. the zip could not zip anymore. bye bye to almost 5 years of service. thanks.
emo.emo.

State Holiday

it was a breeze morning. headed to town for breakfast cum lunch.. we had hokkien mee, curry mee, chicken rice, char koay teow, wan tan mee, koay teow thing and roti bakar. Perfect! Then headed to buy some stuff before heading back home. this was when i hated it. i alwiz use the Jelutong Expressway back whenever i go to town. but as if someone has ordered the police to work, they had to do a roablock at e-gate there which cause traffic jammed for NOTHING. The police didnt even check any vehichles at all....except for some motorcycle.. They just had to block every lane up until the whole 3-4 lane road was closed to only A SINGLE Lane! Now, you tell me is the people creating this "massive jammed" or the authority are those creating the Jammed and later on blaming it on others? What a STATE holiday! haha.. oh and i saw another road block near the turn in into QB mall... is the road block even necessary?

I headed to USM later for my group discussion.. and i saw students walking to class.. and i was shocked.. i tot we had no class today wat.. after all it was to be the state hols.. but i check with others.. they said no class for today./ but apparently some other courses, they do have classes going on... discussion was good. perfect outcome.. i will just have work a lil more for the LIVE show.. 

the weekend

Anonymous : I know who you are and haha.. you want to remain anonymous? I'm ok with it.. hehe

One week of semester break is almost over. 2 more days to go and i can imagine me being back at the school's editing room the whole day.. edit n edit. plus sneaking all those food in to fill my ever hungry stomach. I am really getting annoyed with what am doing. it's not that fun.. plus i have my minor exam and french test coming up. still i cant study. 

Let me see how i wasted my 1 week sem break.. 1st 3 days of hols was for shooting and editing.. and suppose to be reading 5 chapter of my minor paper.. instead.. i read 2 page of a 100 page notes. damm fail. then, i was supposed to design and think for my live show montage and some graphics that need to be done but i'm too lazy to think.. so everything is put aside until now that i hvae tonnes of things to settle. i dont care.. i will just do one thing at a time. 

Instead... all the time that i have, i would spent it in front of TV clicking on channel 816-826. From badminton to swimming to tennis to basketball to athletics and many many more.. i will be seating in front of the TV the whole day. 

and finally, we won a medal in badminton thru Lee Chong Wei.. although it was not a gold but silver was alright kan? and swimming, michael phelps was great..8 gold medals and i think the sweetest one must have been watching the 100m butterfly. Then seeing my fave roger federer losing in men singles and seeing him winning in men doubles. Yay! Usain Bolt was great.. he ran so fast that the distance between him and 2nd place winner was so obvious. what a great runner he is.. and all those event like relay, long jump, high jump, triple jump, decathlon, 50km walk.. i watched almost everything. and i shall be rooting for USA basketball team VS Spain in the final tomorrow. Haha!!!

oh.. and not to forget.. the debate..(between penang Chief minister) was a waste of time. why would the new pg gov talk about past when they could prove the previous gov by doing better than them. Is digging past mistakes will lead you forward? i dont think so.. it;s better the new gov start planning and looking forward on what they can do to improve Penang. if they perform better, then they succeed.. else in the next GE.. i am sure new ppl will be elected!

C'est La Vie!

it's been almost 2 weeks since i last blog. really really busy with my production and it sucks. tiring. and seriously, come to think of it. i think i am not suitable in this field. i dun really enjoy what am i doing right now. i dunno how to describe it.. but thinking of it..i dunno what my future would be. i dare not think of what i want to do in a year time after finishing with my degree. sigh.

i still have shooting this weekend and after that editing and next, 30 mins live show to prepare for.. terrible.. dun even got time to watch olympics.. haihs..

guess that's not really much update of my boring life unless i go into details those little little facts on my daily things of planning script, voice over, editing, choosing song and editing. grrr.

update soon. au-revoir.

and i want to say it again, learning french is wat i like the most this Semester. hehehe

pist-pist-pist

i have never met a person who is so double-faced. Tis person is worst. the worst i have ever encountered in my life so far! damm.. not only tis person is good in lying but is also good in persuasion. i shall never ever fall into this person trap again. damm. i tot of being nice to this person but no, this person time after time make ppl sick and make everyone feel annoyed.

no, i am not going to waste my time scolding out to this bloddy person cause it's a waste of my time.

and i am going to proof that i am more capable than this person! AND in fact EVERY person out there deserved a chance to be better than this evil person.

p/s: and now i realised or me being in denial state be4 that seeing ppl with many friends. no, i was wrong, totally wrong, i dun need many friends. only few friends will do. few great friends. i love you guys to bits!!! muacks.muacks.muacks.

FIN.

Finally i finished with the internship report due tomoro. It was pure crap. i dun care anymore. i cannot crack my brain enough to write a decent report. I hate studying so much right now. i dunno why. i just cant wait for the Convo week and the week after it.. cause it's damm one week sem break. I needed this break. I cannot cannot study. already, i have recce in Butterworth tomoro. I have no idea how to do the group work. all is killing me. like hell. grrr..

the only comfort i like about this sem is learning French. all other paper sucks.

Busy-busy

It's so sudden.. The last two months when i saw my grandfather.. he was still ok.. I came back and only saw him twice and he just passed away. damm sad. but it's life. hafta accept the fact.

anyway, it's in the 3rd week of semester and 3rd week ending d.. Proposal for production has been ok.. on the track.. alhtough i took less unit tis sem but things it's not easier. damm it.. even i have to go to gym once a week for my health pyschology paper.
It;s my 1st day in gym today and it's damm tiring. my whole body is in pain now. but i have to admit that it is a great workout. if it's not for this course i wouldnt be going to gym at all.

will update tis space soon.

mourning

It's only a week since semester starts. now i have assignments piling up. i hate it.. it's only the 1st week. sigh.

and now i am mourning. my grandfather passed away on midnight. enough said for now. RIP.

2nd last semester

Yesterday or rather the wee morning hours just now, i watched the Wimbledon men singles final between federer and nadal. Federer were really on the brink of defeat when he lost the 1st 2 sets and he bounce back on the 3rd and 4th set and on the decider set, Nadal won in a match that lasted for almost 5 hours. with around 1.5 hours of play suspended due to rain. I watch till 4.30am. and federer did not win. sigh. but seriously, he wasnt playing tat well, Nadal look more energetic and have the desire and hunger to win then Federer. so congrats to him.

So having only 3 hours sleep, i woke up and get ready to Uni. the 1st day of sem when you are expected to reg the courses online.(p/s- already there is edaftar but i dunno for wat reason we have to reg language courses manualy) so, i did reg my language course and head to my sch to wait an hour for the slip to be printed out and I am done.

Its weird, time really fly fast. you see those 1st year coming looking so blur and was asking where the classes were located. and then it relfect on myself when i 1st enter. and you meet all your coursemates, all who are back from the internship, talking on their experience and all. some really really enjoyed it. I dunno whether i did enjoy or not but mine was only okay. please dun grade us cause i rather have pass/fail only.

then few i met actually said i put on weight. maybe its due to my over indulgence of food while i did my internship. hehe. but it's okay.

since i still free, i am uploading pictures i took while i am in Kl.

talking is fun

I totally cut myself off from politics for 2 months. and since now i am back in Penang, i am trying to slowly understanding politics again. This attempt of me couldnt have come in a better time when 2 most powerful politician is battling for who is right or wrong. fun kan? and i have dear Mei to update me and to talk with. Talking is so much fun... I know you are damm stress with your final sem and with you final project but I know you are one tough tough girl who can pull through. Go girl.. i will alwiz be suporting you all the way!! muacks. muacks.

it's been good to be back. I have so far tasted mostly everything. I know, i know, i put on weight. ahah. maybe that is why there is lack of photos up in this blog but i sure will update my food adventure in Kl soon. so damm lazy to upload.

oh.. one more thing, 1 million for winning a gold medal in Olympics? what on earth is the govt thinking. screw them up. dahla everything naik. do the govt even think of us all who are suffering from the everything goes up syndrome. of course i want our athlete to do well but 1 million is toooo much. and why is it that money is the only way to reward our winner when we win something. And usually after getting the reward, i do not see the athlete rising up to the expectation again. enough said. think ppl.. think... grrr...

Close on Monday

I was craving for Penang food and went hunting for food in town with my bro after settling some stuff.
1st went to my fave Koay Teow Th'ng stall.. was not open. went to hunt for Hameediyah's Nasi Briyani which i last ate 7 or 8 years ago. I shared with my bro cause i tot of going for a mee goreng as well but that shop was not open. damm it.
Why do people have to close on monday when i am craving for food?
I decided to go around town a while before heading back to BJ to have my car washed. (It's been a month since i last wash my car)
and i realised that driving in Penang is much more painful than driving in PJ.

I wanted to pack and go for a road trip to KL/Malacca but had to cancel it cause i forgot tat i have something else to do. too bad, wait for year end then...

6 more day till new sem starts. i wanna go out.out.out.

Back In Penang

After 2 months being away, i am finally back. but i felt different as though things have changed much. i wasnt excited at all to be back.
I only have one week of hols left before the new sem starts. and i havent register my subjects yet although the deadline for e-daftar is tomoro. Screw up, i wont even try e-daftar. many of my coursemates tried and was not successful in registering. wat's the point of registering anyway. I would rather do it manually at sch next week. Seems that traditional way is much better than technology in the case of the lousy system of technology which i dun understand why would they introduce it when they couldnt get things right in the first place.

I have the internship report to write which i would just scribble off everything cause i dunno wat to write. I was place in the other company which i only knew on my 1st day and if the sch were to fail me then that is too bad. I dun give a damm anymore on anything.

I cant say i dun like my intern cause i learnt much, pretty much from all the Adobe family, namely Premiere Pro CS3, Encore DVD, Photoshop, Illustrator, and After Effects(The one i like the most). and some technical stuff.

Will elaborate more the next time. I just need a rest.

month of hiatus

Another 1 more week and i will be back in lovely ol Penang. someone told me that it was a breeze driving in penang after the recent petrol hike. i dunno but hope it's true. =) lol.
I was one of the many thousands who queued up the day before it became rm2.70. damm.
but since i walk to work and only go out during the weekends, i save a lot on petrol.

work has been good. i'm getting better, communicating better in the language i totally have no confidence in. So far i have edited a Tv program for 11 episodes, wedding dinner, capturing corporate video, a corporate seminar, subtitle for a TV commercial which will be out real soon, capturing footage for a telemovie and many more. I have learnt much but still there is so much more to learn. On the surface, things have been okay but if you were to dig deeper, many annoying and irritating incident took place as well. I wanna try to forget it but some are as idiot as always and keep people annoyed all the times.

results came out. yes, i was disappointed. by far, my worst. but it's okay. i have two more sems to maintain my cgpa, so i will not grumble that much. I should have knew it but the paper i least expected to get the lowest, i got the lowest among the 6 subjects i took. sucks. stupid. grrr..

on the other hand, i shall be super busy next week. so coincidentally, i shall be covering an event which is taking place in FGS Dong Zen temple from 4-5th June and i will be at KLCC on the 6th.
and then 7th June is the Live show at KLCC.i sure hope is going to be fun!

watch Narnia yesterday nite. I find it pretty long and quite bored in some scenes. but overall it was ok. not too bad. prefer the 1st one better.

duh, why do people need to say, "suprisingly, penang people knows the road in KL".
make sense? i feel stupid. so does that mean, penang ppl dunno the roads in KL. than wat are we?
I just dun feel it's right to say so. if you are staying in one place for a long time, i am sure we will know the roads regardless of where you from right?

so why judge people by their state? we are all same human being!

Manchester United, European Champion

I missed out on the match but one thing for sure is Manchester United is the champions of Europe after winning a penalty shoot-out 6-5 against Chelsea. Muahahahahahahaha
I am so excited, thus saya again mencuri untuk menaip ini di laman blog saya.

I am so happy! works been fine and everything is ok right now.

*continue working****photoshop-ing now.

FGS Dong Zen Temple

This place is famous for it's lighting of lantern during the Chinese New Year. From cyberjaya, we went to Dengkil and from there to Banting. It's an hour long journey. This place is located in a quite small town in Banting. but the food there is quite cheap and nice. Some people there do speak in hokkien but different slang with the Penang ones. hehe.
We almost got lost and yeap always give me direction inpromptu and i have to cut right and left immediately at the junction. damm dangerous. but luckily we managed to get to the place. It was nearly 3 hours spent at the temple cause there is so much things to see and to take pictures on.
We also did went in to see the Buddha's Relics but camera is not allowed so we tak berjaya take photos of the relics place.
Sadly, they dun have the lanterns during this wesak festival so i din get to see. but the scenery was really nice. I took hundreds of pictures until my cam ran out of battery so i have do use Yeap's camera.
Too many pictures i also dunno wat to put, but here is some random pics i managed to post up for now.

The celebration is not as grand as compared back in Penang but it was okay. Wishing everyone a Happy Wesak Day Celebration. I am going to miss the wesak day procession that i enjoyed with my friends for the past few years in Penang. those time where we went around all they way during the procession and just be ourself. I miss those days.

They have many many many sculpture, i saw this cute one and took a photo with it. Also there is sculpture on the 12 zodiac animals.

They tried to create a Lumbini Garden where Gautama Buddha stayed last time.
A beautiful garden created.

This is a wishing bell provided. So just wish and hit the bell. Dong!

This is the bathing of Siddharta Gautama, the Buddha before he received his enlightenment. It is place in the shrine hall of the temple. You can take 3 scoops to bathe the statue where 1 scoop on the right hand, 1 on the left and 1 scoop to bathe the back. and provided you dont knocked the head.

this is one of the 18 arahat sculpture. This is the laughing arahat.

If my battery didnt run out, i will be able to snap all of the 18 arahat. There is also 33 different statue of the Guan Yin which i managed to snapped. but lacking of time, i will only upload it when i have the access to internet next time.

till then i shall continue to hunt places for food and to visits in my 6 weeks left stay in Damansara.

buh-byeeee

Great Weekend!

I was supposed to follow my friend back to Penang but i decided to forgo it cause I have to come back by bus on monday and not many buses are available after Konsortium's incident. So i decided on another plan, which is to stay over at Yeap's house in Cyber and go around Selangor. It's much better cause i will learnt more new places here.

On Sat, after her exam, she headed to down to 1U as i do not how to drive over to Cyber. So I met her in 1U and we went for a shopping spree before we went to SS2 for our dinner and back to Cyber.
The place where she brought me for the food is GOOD. In SS2, Murni.
We ordered Claypot Lo Shui Fan (Bee Tai Bak) I never ate that be4 cause in Penang i never tasted nice Bee Tai Bak be4.and i baru tahu bee tai bak is also known as Lo Shui Fan. ahahaha.And we ordered one Hawaiian Roti.




it's filled with eggs, onions, sliced chicken meat, pineapple..
and we ordered another spaghetti cause we were not full.

We had so much of food and it was cheap. So many ppl eat over at the place. The crowd is just so much. Most ppl there are students and the crowd can strecth very loong to the whole street. forgot to take the pictures of the crowd but dun worry will go there more often cause they have many types of food over there. will try other type next time.

and then last weekend I went out with a national service friend of , Wai Ching to The Curve. We went shopping there and had TGIF for lunch. It was mother's day and was super crowded. ahaha. but it was a good day out. She brought me along seksyen 17 and guide me around mid valley and then i send her back to Klang cause she is doing her training in the Hospital there. Be4 sending her back to her hostel in the Hospital, we went for a Dry Bah Kut Teh. It tasted nice and i feel the white rice they do mix with salt. not bad at all. pai seh, dunno the place name cause i forgot to see the name but it's a shoplot hse near Klang Ampun Rahimah Hospital.

nice. nice nice.

I very super lazy to upload photos cause it takes time. more when i get back to Penang.

Coming up is my trip to FGS Dong Zen Temple.

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I cant think of wat title to put for this entry.
*sports update*
Malaysia lost to China in Thomas Cup Semifinal, I thought we should have won it but damm it.. we lost. I am disappointed.
Nicol David won the British Open, congratulations.
Ferrari winning races, Yay!
Man United crowned British Premier League Champion, YAY YAY YAY!
anything else? i cant think of any already. I am missing out on everything except working.

I will also shut myself for 2 months. i do not want to know about any politics and news about malaysia.call me naive but really, i do not have access to internet all the time and i cant depend on mainstream media to provide me the 'oh-so-one-sided' news. So to be fair to the alternative news, i will shut myself. hahahaha.
I saw glimpse of news that Raja Petra was caught. I saw the parliament debate where the talk about the Pig issue where PKR was labelled as Projek Khinzir Nasional and the opposition hit back with BN as Babi Negara. I feel that they are so stupid, why want to debate on things like that. There are so many things to talk about.. wat about the inflation rate??? what has the government done??? I remember i saw the ruling gov promised tat if they won they will try to fight the inflation rate from rising? but really what do we have so far? i cannot see anything except that we are importing more rice from thailand to keep the stock of rice at a higher rate????? blerghh.. enough said, i dun want to know anything on politics in malaysia for this 2 months until i am back in Penang. and yeah, talking about penang, bloggers are uniting to support the Penang FOR Trams project.. I wanna support it!!!! Go Penang, Go Penang Tram!!!! wuhuuuu.. this is so much cooler..
there is more to work than wat i wrote on my previous entry. Certainly language barrier is difficult for me apart from my zero skills in editing. You see, i am an idiotic in mandarin and cantonese and i rarely could speak english to others cause they might not understand me and I might not understand them in mandarin. I am trying utterly hard to grasp this dialect and language. It will take time, but i am trying real hard. More drama but i am just lazy to elaborate on that. Maybe later or never.

Now I shall try to enjoy working, and eating nice and cheap food in Petaling Jaya.

More food on my next entry!

Alived and Happy! =)

Finally finally a connection to the vritual world and not sneaking to online. I am in Cyberjaya now. I am touring here until monday and celebrating Wesak Day in a temple here. I choose not to go back cause I want to enjoy 2 months here.

Time flies by really fast. This is a backdated entry which I have typed it out long ago before I was able to find a free internet service to upload this. Yes, I am still alive in the big city of Malaysia. Everything is fine. Do not worry. I have found my way around here and know a couple of place but the traffic here is unbearable and the food is okay and expensive.
Okay, I came here earlier a week before my actual date of Internship starts. Reason being: I do not want to drive down along, so my coursemate wanted to come down earlier and I agreed. So here I am a week earlier and bumming myself around KL with its public transportation. Things are okay, either I went around or I sat at home catching up with movies and TVB dramas.
Then finally, came the day of Internship. They were four of us in one company but one reported to work wee hour in the morning cause they had shooting on that day and he was in the technical team. So, three of us reported to work at the normal working hours. The GM came who is also our supervisor explained to us what we had to do and between 3 of us, one will be chosen and put in the client’s company or so called subsidiary company for the 2 months period. Lucky me or Unlucky me, I was chosen. I knew something was about to happen but not that I am separated from the rest. I was isolated from my fellow mates and was alone. After all the briefing, I was taken to the other company which is few blocks away from my supposed place of intern. My current office consists of the bos, wife and editor , and of course plus me, the trainee, there is four of us. I was asked to intro myself and bla bla bla. Oh, that company is a post-production company which means I shall be doing editing for the 2 months period. You know, i never ever thought I am going to do editing. I never like it. And now, i am place over here where i havent got a clue of editing and the last time i edited was during last Sept 07 where we did our group short video and PSA. Even that editing was sucky cause we really dunno and now i was supposed to edit!!! After the intro and all, the Editor taught me the 1st step, capturing video, according to the cue sheet and all. It was on one company’s corporate video. Up till now, I am trying and coping with editing. And, i edited one wedding dinner’s video. Sucky. But it’s my 1st attempt, hopefully it’s not too bad. Hehe.
I am just lazy to elaborate on work but yeah, it’s life but really, i seriously dont see myself in this field. Life as an editor is to seat in the four walls room and be creative to edit and that’s the final product people are going to see. Whether how bad the shooting was or footage is, the editor plays the most important role in ensuring that the End product is good. I cannot, cannot see myself in this field yet.. just yet. So i had a good chat with the editor. She is in this line for a freaking 8 years and she likes it because she says that in pre production and production you are only seeing bits of each things but in post production, you are seeing the whole picture and she likes the feeling of seeing all and reviewing everything and be satisfied with the final work. And she can even overnight in the office a week without going back home. I admire her but certainly this is not what i want in life. I am done with 2 weeks of internship and there is 6 more weeks to go but up to this point, it is not my cup of tea yet. I could not picture myself in her position.
Talking about life, how often do we get to do things that we wanted? Are we all bosses? But how many can be? Most of us work our ass off for others and they pay us for that? is it worth what we do for them?Underpaid? I really dunno, certainly I am really lost now. I do not have a clear direction what i want and certainly this is yet another juncture for me, and it seems to me it’s a tough one. I have a year more before i officially graduate, hoepfully time is enough for me to think over what i really want to do!

It’s a long long entry,i shall end with some pictures. Enjoy!

P/s : I am not homesick, I am not missing it cause my apartment now is just like home, I have everything here except the Internet. I long to go back after a day work cause it’s very comfortable. I even have a temporary mother who takes good care after me! My life outside internship is seriously darn good....

I shall write again real soon.

i am sneaking to online in office today. Other than working my life have been pretty good though i dun have access to internet. but to cover for internet i have Astro, fridge, washing machine which make my daily routine easier. My houseowner is super good, she treat us like her own kids and she even cooked soup for us weekly. damm good, seeing i work damm long and had no good dish to eat, she brought me podridges and other food. See, i am damm broke but there is someone out there other than my family who is looking after me and i dun feel homesick at all!
everytime i finish work, i look forward to go home.. =)
I am so happy that Man U won. wuhuuuuuu!!!!I watch wwith my housemate at a mamak stall with so much tense but at last they won and chelsea draw.. ehehe.. lets bring on Champions League!
write more later. bye. at least i could online for a moment.

free wi-fi

i am blogging away with free wi-fi on the highway. Blogging is so cool now.

Life is good at the moment. I am excited to my 2 months stay away from home. I'm almost reaching Damansara.

I shall update when i get free wi-fi again.

Agony

I watch the ManU vs Chelsea game with painful heart man. only did watch the 1st half but still it's hard to swallow the bitter defeat. Seeing the team Sir Alex send out was a little disappointing. and seeing Vidic came out so early in the match was worst. That sumarize the day Man United was having. Seriously, so much as i dont want to admit, Chelsea really were the better team.

So now, both teams are level on points is just that ManU is on top with the better goal difference. There is only 2 more match this season and it will then be decided. But seeing ManU have 2 tough games ahead. I doubt whether they will win against West Ham. That team have so much better records against United. If MU lose next weekend, then the tittle will yours truly be with Chelsea. It's hard to accept the fact but i have to come with the worst prediction. But yeah, I am still hoping that there is still the little hope that Man U will win this title. I am still keeping my fingers crossed.

The next game that they are supposed to be focusing is against Barcelona. I do not know whether they will recover from the psychological effect of losing, but still hope they will focused on champions league if they do not want to end up this season without any trophy after playing so well throughout the season with Ronaldo and the team. else, they will eventually lose Ronaldo to a Spanish team looking to lure him there.

I shall hope Man U win any of the 2 trophies they are still playing, hoping for the best. Hahaha.

I still havent pack my stuff. I am too lazy. else i will just stuff everything and bring down to KL just like that. I will just hop to any shopping mall to buy stuff i didnt bring with me.

since i am going to be disconnected from the world, i will miss out on TV, Internet, Euro 2008, 4 F1 GrandPrix, Thomas Cup, French Open, and many many more. Hopefully, i will be able to headdown to any free Wi-fi service available and get the chance to online and update this space. Else, I shall see write after 2 months.

*update*

Three more days before i am going down to KL. have been unpacked and packed up my things. so many things to bring down until i dunno what esle that i need to pack. Now, i am feeling dejavu. I feel like dont want to go down there. haihs. i dunno how is internship going to be like, i am really scared. at the same time, i have rejected 2 part time job offer in Pg. Wat to do, i hafta go down for internship. but again, when i graduate next year, then i will be heading for a working life. how time flies, certainly no time for fun.

Last paper the other day was ok. I hand it up early as saya sudah tak tahan. wanna go out early from the hall. straight after tat, i went to help out my friend in the recycling campaign, maklumlah it's Earth Day. seriously, we waste tons of paper. damm it. you know, it's so much of papers when we went around hostel to collect it. Lecture should not use paper, they should have use powerpoint or watever can d.. and exams, just use computer to answer the questions and submit online. Wouldnt it be great and it that way, helping to save natural resources from being chopped away for our err.. not-so-useful notes that we only use to memorize for the SAKE of exams! There are tons of other recycled items as well, plactics, newspaper, etc. Damm tiring but it was FUN!! at least i did something good to our mather nature. hehe.

anyway, i have to go back to uni for the not-so-useful internship presentation tomorrow morning. and sometimes ppl are not appreciative on things we do. grrr.. why cant ppl use their brain to think more? is it that hard??? since there are four of us going to the same place for internship, i prepared a powerpoint to present in front of the lecturers tomorrow. i send it out to 3 of them asking them to see how is it, if it's not okay, they may change it. and just now, One idiot decided to text me, "how are we going to present tomoro?" if i dun bring anything, then wat i am going to present wor? @!$#%$&^*^!@#$%^* i almost wan to text the person back, "use your brain, did i already tell you that we are using powerpoint, so we have to bring our laptop to present it la!! like that also i need to tell you is it!!!!!! but no, i didnt, i politely texted that person, we are using powerpoint, so I wil just bring my laptop to present our stuff.
grrr... how easy was that? and you cant even understand what i said. i already texted them last night that i send the Darn powerpoint to you and saying we are going to present it.. is that not clear enough for you to interpret and decode the message. gr... i want to believe students are all smart but sometimes please use your brain, else if you wan me to think that you are dumb. damm it. cant stand ppl like this and now i really wonder how am i going to survive 2 months with people like this.
If i do have a heart attack, then you know who silently kill me in the 2 month internship period!

21

It's been 11 years. It's funny how i know you. hmmm.. popping up the question, you living near my house right? that's how we started. From class mates to neighbourhood mates. We just love to cycle around in the evening and often i was the one whiny. We fought.. i know.. my bad.. my bad.. i am very bad tempered.. and you were the one who is always apologizing for the mistake i make. Now, thinking back again, how childish i was. hahaha.. and then your birthday celebration. we little kids celebrating together.. and your aunty, a good cook. haha.
then growing up in the same high school. We seat the very same bus, sometimes stopping by sungai2 for bread and tit-bits. all the camping, all the overnighting at your hse, all those studying, buy " little lottery cards" the uncle sell in his moving stall, another uncle from the now defunct shop (bald uncle), and that's how our life goes. oh, not to mention, you kicking my slipper while we are in physics and add maths tuition, that weirdo teacher who giggles .. ahahaha. and you laughing all the way when my slipper felt to other place.. haha.. and then, we finished high school, we went different way, you moving away from the neighbourhood but still we do catch up with gossips and spend a decent quality time together. I remember taking my STPM result when you are by my side, and you are as nervous as i am. and thank goodness, i managed to enter uni and you are now graduating earlier than me.. grrr.. hehe.


Hmm.. it's been a up and down journey of 11 years and yet our friendship are still as strong as ever. You are alwiz there when i needed it. For your special day my dear friend, from the bottom of my heart, i am wishing you a

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY MEI!!!

*hugs*hugs*hugs*

muackss***muackss***muackss*** hoping you had a wonderful holidays and wish come true!!! =)



and still, we rarely take photos together. this is the latest i have,

Happy 21st again, =)

If you want to be smart, then speak like one!

So this morning, my friends and I "went to see" the lecturer that gave us our marks and we asked him why did we get this grade. He was then searching for our assignment and then look at it. Puhleaseee... our assignment looks as good as new and was never touched at all. And he was then flipping thru before telling us.. he told us he look at the whole context of our assignment and think that we only deserved a B. then we continue asking him what is the different between ours and those who got A-. He then again said, yeah.. like what i said before it;s the context bla bla bla. I was getting annoyed because this person clearly know nothing. he never know what our storyline was about. he never take the initiative to see our mid point, plot point and all. He decided to give us the grade becasue he think our context "tak sesuai". bulls**t my a**. cut the loong story short, he din really wanna layan us and just wanted to shoo us out. So without any further things, we had to thanked him and unsatisfied, walked away.. grrrr...I tell you, i will never ever wanna deal with this person again.

So i was complaining to a friend of mine.. she mention that why i gilakan A. No, i'm not gilakan A. IS the fact that this lecturer was obviously bias and i know a person who got A- who cant even produced a decent work. but that fellow got an A-. while most of us got B and even our dear top scorer only B as well. I was mad because that educator was never fair. I was mad at this when he could not explain why he gave us that grade.. if he is not an idiot, he would have told us why we deserved it. instead he went around the bush and end up telling us nothing. So he speak like and idiot and not to mention not a smart ass and i think he do not even deserved my respect compared to the THREE lecturer i RESPECTED the most.

and this sweet friend of mine said that i already got an A and more A's in other things in life. So no need to fret with this kind of people. So sweet. If you happen to read this, i hope you have a speedy recovery from your operation and get well soon.. you still owe me an ice-cream. ahaha...

Now, i have 5 days to study for my next paper. and really i need to do well.!!!

Devastated

it's 1 hour plus before my exam, yet i cant have a peace of mind.
and a friend of mine checked my carry marks for script which is worth 80%. and that lecturer gave me darn low marks for which i had work so hard for that script. I hate him so much.
The fact that we (group work) have spend the most times writing a damm 90 pages of script is no easy i tell you. but the outcome was bad. He graded us so badly. I will have to ask him later on why he gave us this grade. and certainly it has affected me in a way, cause i thought i could stand a chance to maintain my pointer, now this have all but shattered my chances of getting a decent result. grrrr....
i have even asked others, theirs was not good either, but still, i am still mad. We did let him see our script when it was halfway done. He say that it was good and evrything is ok.

I am so pist now. hopefully i dun vent my anger in my exams later. hah!

Week Ahead

seeing man united claw closer to the title with Chelsea as their only challenger to the title after 2-1 win for mu over arsenal. to be fair, it was a tight game and arsenal did had their chances, but luck was on manunited side. so yeah, they won... =)

tis wednesday, shall be my english paper. and next tues will be my last paper, marketing. and i dun even have the mood to study already. most people are done with their exams while i still have papers to go. and it will be a packed time for me as i will be heading over to KL on the 28th with my things to be done in between. bengkel pra latihan amali is the stupidest thing!!!!how could one ever do this bengkel... grrr... waste of time only..

sigh, i am excited to go for my internship, but still another half of me dont want to... Hopefully things will go on well la.. i should not be in dilemma and grumble since i am the one who decided to do my internship in kl. I should instead be happy and look forward to it.

partially-FREE!!!

see how happy i am.. i have completed 3 papers and there is 2 more. but what i am happy is that there is no more critical paper anymore. after semester and semester with all critical stuff, i finally finished the last yet difficult hurdle. yeah, i am proud i make it, provided i dun fail else i will have to retake..and i got to know getting an A- for communication and culture assignment. i am happy with it cause it was horribly done rushing last minute that i got 2 assignments to hand in at the same time that day. *happy*happy*happy*

it could have been..

another double weekend but nevertheless it is a good result for ManUnited. I predicted they will draw so be it. 5 more games and it has become an exciting BPL season thus far. Hopefully we will have a finale till the end.

and yay, Ferrari dominated the race with Massa 1st and Kimi 2nd, though i would have prefer Kimi to be in Massa's position but its a good team result and pushing McLaren further dowm. yay. yay.

finished 1st paper today. not to bad. 4 more to go..next paper on thurs.. so must study for it. and another one on Sat..lagi must read for this, darn tough paper.

internship

Since i am emo and no mood to study. blogging releases my tension away.

The list is out in school for the internship. Here is my entry on where I am doing my internship. JetTv at Merchant Square is where I am going to be for the 8 weeks. I have been there and the place is very new. and there is one cafe nearby there which operates 24 hours. Although the food is more pricey i think i could cope with it. So yeah, the briefing by the manager was that it’s going to be tough. She cant guarantee us whether there is any production in May/June but if there is none, all of us will be doing paper work, preparing this and that and some post-editing production. But if there is production then our working ours is not consistent. Else it will be 10 am to 6pm, Mon to Fri and Sat half day. So there goes my life. My friend and I managed to rent a room in the nearby apartment which is a walking distance from the office, so it’s good la and considering that it is also like minutes away from 1U.. so there is still source of entertainment around.. woohoo...

seriously this is going to be my 2nd time away from home for some time. hopefully i am able to cope well. shall see how things goes then. =)

So true =)

I just answered few questions on my age and it turned out to be

You Act Like You Are 22 Years Old

You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel like an adult, and you're optimistic about life. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. You're still figuring out your place in the world and how you want your life to shape up. The world is full of possibilities, and you can't wait to explore many of them.

What'>http://www.blogthings.com/whatagequiz/">What Age Do You Act?

emo

i hate today. Not only did i had a quarrel with mum just now. I burst out in tears. things are so wrong right now. I dunno what is wrong with me anymore. exams are coming out and i am not doing fine. i dunno what am i reading. grrr.. everything is soooo wrong. and maxis being a bitch cheat my money. sial gila this telco. i hate everything that i am going thru right now. grrr.. what is wrong with me. everything is so wrong. nothing is right, right NOW.

Final Exams

It's study week and i have wasted 2days doing nothing at all. i have not gotten the mood to study and i certainly feel that it will take a toll on my performance in exam as well.

7th April - YKT 213- Communication, Power and Conflict
10th April- YFP 222- Scriptwriting and Screenplay
12th April- YKT 212-Communication and Culture
16th April- LSp 403-Business and Communication English
22nd April- AKP 201- Marketing.

Yeah.. 3 weeks of exam.. since the gap is quite big maybe it was a reason for me being lazy now.

Cheng Beng

the actual date for Cheng Beng this year falls on 4th April. but we had the prayers on the weekend as it was the most convenient to all.

Dunno why i just dun feel this year seasons was that good. everything was just gloomy and quiet.

but anyway, it's in the chinese calendar, so we pay our respects to the family ancestors...

-May all being be well and happy- =)

Things TO DO!!!

This will be my ultimate GOAL coming towards the END of Second Semester of 2nd Year.

Gosh, how time flies.. it's been a fast semester where things are done so fast and with a blink of time. before i knew it semester it over.. but before that.. here is Things i -need-to-do!!!!!

1) News release, Due Date : 4th Mar 08
2)Marketing Test , 5th Mar 08
3)Internship Interview- Merchant Square, 7th Mar 08
4)Essay on Hegemony. Cultural Imperialism etc.. 11th Mar 08
5) Advertorial and Creative Work Plan - 18th March 08
6) Advertisements and Project Presentation - 18th March 08
7) Listening Test + Guided Job Intw (19th March 08)
8) Documentary Script - 24th March 08
9) Screenplay Script - 27th March 08

Done.Done.Done.. Now I am left with final exams before this semester is OVER. =)

Double delighted weekend

Yay.. Kimi Raikkonen won his 1st GP of the season. Happy... happy... massa could have make it a 1-2 finish for Ferrari.. but he blew it.. never mine, the season is still a looong way..
and then.. it was Manutd win against Liverpool that makes it a good weekend..
anyway, i knew many would have argued that mascherano sending off has got to do win manutd winning.. but again.. i feel liverpool lack the mentality..
i am no good in explaining.. leave it to those expert in football to explain those stuff.. haha

I am DONE with my Assignments.. like, finally, finally.. haha

right now, it's exams.. (stay focus, no distraction) hah... and then... no more holidays.. it's internship down in KL..

anyway, this is a happy post... not anything will spoil it..more soon.. =)

pictures=life

oh.. how I love this picture.. it's just so... peaceful..
the other day, during my escapism from hectic life..


tis little thingy is darn cute.. i dunno what delicacy was that.
my dear fren snapped this picture while we were hunting around..





and this beautiful colours blend along..

life is full of things.. it depends on how you grind things out-

trying to stay positive.. =)

shoot me if you like

grrr. cant you people think critically and simply not bashing out like you really wanna protect your own race? common guys, look forward la. race isnt going to be an issue that is going to bring us forward anymore. ( i love to believe so). anyway, i am geram and do not want to ellaborate on this any longer. and for what you care, just dont ask for my help anymore if you think you are that smart. i am sick of helping people and got nothing at all for myself and at the end of the day, i am the one most dissapointed with myself because i helped too much. so now on, i prefer silence and act dumb all the time. blergh.

no mood to write any further. enough said. more later.

untitled

i cannot sleep though i just want to pop few sleeping pills right now. seriously, with weeks to go before semester ends. i have no hope to study or doing anything with my assignments at all. I simply lack the motivation and courage in me. I feel like dumping or extending years as a student. i so wanna go vietnam, chiang mai or watever kampung place so i am free of the city life now. i hate my life now. i rather stay in kampung and enjoy the breeze without worrying the hectic life i am facing now.
I love what i am studying, but it is just that i need a break from everything. Life has been pretty unpredictable. you cannot imagine what will happen next. It just happen. I am not feeling good with people and things around me lately.
There is something inside me that i feel i have to own up to my responsibility but i just cant help it that i cannot bear it anymore.
I dont know what to do, i lost the plot, the strategy, the idea..

everything just die on me.

Yet another busy week

I passed up 2 assignments today and dang, another one came in. Sigh, why la assignments in and out non stop though semester is really nearly over...
I thought my group project presentation was due on the last week of sem.. but sadly no, it is going to be due next tues. so fast and yet i din even start yet. Sigh. not only that now that i have an advertorial and a work plan to submit on Tues which is on the same day as my presentation. Extra die.

Grrr... this even not included the documentary script i have to write.

I just hope semester is over before i knew it. but sigh, when semester is over, i have internship to think about. which i have accepted an offer to be an intern in a production house near 1Utama. will elaborate more soon.

i need sleep, everyday sleeping few hours is just not enough.

will update soon.

Malaysia Election 2008

In a blink of a day when i come back to KL, reaching Pg by 5pm. I went back home, take my shower and fall to a deep deep nap till 8sumthing plus at night. And that was when my phone started ringing.

Caller 1: oh my god, you cant believe me... the opposition wins in Penang.. they will form the new state gov in Pg..
Caller 2: Yeah, its true... opp have won 17state seats, need four more..
LATER .. confirm opp wins in Penang..
and sms's bombing in asking the real facts..
As i wanted to start with my assignment due on tues, i failed miserably.. i put it aside and was watching from TV and Internet for the updates...

The biggest shock was obviously MIC President, Samy Vellu. Who will know after serving nine terms in his seat, he finally got the boot. EX Penang Chief Minister, with many other leaders, i am saddened as well. Maybe it's time the people power come into action.

Many happenings things going around which people has become fed-up. maybe that was the reason, but what really happenned? I do now know. sigh.
This is the election with the most unpredictable outcome.Who will have thought 5 states fall in the hand of Opposition Coalition.I am still speechless, dunno wat to say..

Let time decide wat the future of penang holds for US!! but i certainly hope that, PGCC will be scrap!!!!

annoyed and pist

i dont understand why people has to go against me for i have did something wrong to them.
I am so pissed with them.. am i wrong for doing the things i like? am i wrong for thinking other way around? and have you shooting back at me like i am an idiot and you emerge victorious.. haha.. if that is what you want.. take it. i dun want any fame. why would i want fame. you are proly insane if you think i would probably take the fame from you. the way you look at things make me sick. sick of the fact that your malfunction brain thinks that it was functioning perfectly.

mine you, you are making me sick everyday. you dang perfectly uh-smart ass.

you bitch like you know me but for the fact you dont even know me, so why judge me? you never stand a chance to critique me at all. NOT A chance at all. yet you act like you wanted only the weak side of me and attack with me all superweapons you have and i have to concede defeat. if this is wat you want, bring it on.

I no longer can stand people who i despise so much yet i have to act nice with you. i have come to a boiling or so critical point that i will defy with all my might and attack you for what you have been attacking me all this while.

You annoying, freak pyscho.. you messed with me, i shall dwell with you..

enough said, bring it on!

29th February

how often you have this day in the calendar? four years once. well, thats a wonderful thing and if you are born on this day, well a happy birthday to you. Enjoy the day to the max.

it's been raining for 2 days.. i like the weather very much. well, it's a breeze to wake up so early this morning and i certainly feel the breeze.. its fun.. walking in the morning.. sunrise.. and the atmosphere is just nice.. peace and quiet.. could not ask for more.

i guess i have been whinning too much lately. when my life now is full with mess.. YUp mess, and people around have been annoying lot that decision cant be made fast. why do we have to gothru all the fussy in doing this late when we can get things done much earlier. some annoys me, some have been nice.. that's the character.. i have to respect ppl for that as i am not that good either. yeah, i am evil sometimes, but it's the things that have been going around lately. i cant stop but to thnk of it. life;s tough...

while people have been thinking of socialising lot and to built their network so that they could get around getting to know more ppl and securing what they want the dream job when they graduate, i have been lazing around with my own life wthout wanting to get around and socialising.. i dun believe in socialising lot when all is at the stake is lies and more lies.

grr.. i cannot put words in thoughts right now. or rather translate it..

coursework,coursework,coursework

and here i am rambles again. I cannot understand why we have to endure all the painful process of assignments. I dun get it and its the time again, yeah, the 4th semester in Uni and here I am as always, stuck with assignments which i am so reluctant to do.

so it's either i do, or fail I am.

I wasnt in the mood to write this but i feel something need to be express here that i am becoming lazier day by day. Mum have also started to see that I am lazy and i think in no time she will begin to shout at me. Blame it on me or what ever external factors, i think it is purely me who doesnt want to study hard. I have lose any appetite to study anymore and heck, i dun think i would be able to achieve good results this semester. I have told my mum of not expecting a good grades from me this semester and she sighed away in disgust. Haha.

I think it's the time again when i hit the panic button but i would not this time as i would do one thing at a time as there is no point panicking if I know i cannot manage so many things at a single time.

I think i have a writing test tomoro and yes, maybe it was the fact that i am crapping here to get a good base to crap in the test tomoro? yeah, i would think so.but this crap is purely NOTHING that i dun think it will be helpful for tomorrow's test.

Like what my previous post mention, i think i kind of going thru the emotional year when i think it's from teen to adulthood? huh, i dunno but why is it that life is so complex. Cant it be as simple as ABC, but come to think of it, where is the fun when life is not complex. Again pure crapping.

Sigh. Let me see, I have YKT 213 assignment on BERSIH rallies to do, YKT 212 assignment on Hegemony, Test on Marketing subject, a News Release to be written, a documentary script, a drama script and a campaign project. All which i have not started yet.

Okay, writing this freaks the hell out of me. and i think i must hit the red button already.

If i were continue this crap, it will not end, so i shall end the rambles now and continue another time.