January 23, 2008
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while i have been selfishly ramblings on my life here and ignoring the fact of what is going on with life outside myself.. you guys can take a look at this side which offers the writing of youth today.. http://kasikampus.wordpress.com/ I sure bet it's a nice place as this is written by people like my age..
January 20, 2008
swish, swosh, swash...
typically random but many happening things in the space of my last post and this entry. LEt me see, my assignment is pilling up like a mountain already and yet i never started anything knowing i have one to pass up tis tues. Blerghh.. help me as i have no idea on how to start it.
This is still a looong year to go and i wish it would be over soon enough. dun ask me why. i dun bother to apply for my practical but i get very scared and nervous when i see everyone around me working so hard to get the best place. and i start to freak the hell out of me. but after making several thinking and asking ppl around me, i decided to give up and wait for the school to make the last decision for me. That's it. but that doesnt mean i dun care about my future because i remain positive on my 3 choices would have give me a good impact in the society. GIVe me MAKNA and i will help put in more charity concerning the health stricken patient. i will do my best to help them lessen their burden, at least a lil. haha.
I wish i have time to go for a holiday. I need rest, i need peace to figure out what i want in life. i am a juncture of no-where to go and i need to find myself out. still i am on a looong journey to self discovery.
=)
This is still a looong year to go and i wish it would be over soon enough. dun ask me why. i dun bother to apply for my practical but i get very scared and nervous when i see everyone around me working so hard to get the best place. and i start to freak the hell out of me. but after making several thinking and asking ppl around me, i decided to give up and wait for the school to make the last decision for me. That's it. but that doesnt mean i dun care about my future because i remain positive on my 3 choices would have give me a good impact in the society. GIVe me MAKNA and i will help put in more charity concerning the health stricken patient. i will do my best to help them lessen their burden, at least a lil. haha.
I wish i have time to go for a holiday. I need rest, i need peace to figure out what i want in life. i am a juncture of no-where to go and i need to find myself out. still i am on a looong journey to self discovery.
=)
January 11, 2008
of internship and "hoo-haahss" of semester
Title pretty up sums it all. Yeah, it has a been a headache time considering how short time we were given to apply for our internship.
I browse thru the 26 places for us broadcast students to apply for. All this while, i only had red communication in my mind and my objective was clear, browse the pages to see if red com was there. and straight apply for that. Yup, i did see that.. and after that i was looking down on other companies on the paper, my heart took a 180 degree turn as i saw Majlis Kanser Nasional(MAKNA) on the list for intern to the broadcast student. My choices changed. i dunno why, but i wanted MAKNA instead of Red Com. then i went back and surf the web out. although what done in MAKNA doesnt have anything related to my field of study, it doesnt matter anymore. all i wanted was to help others for their burden and hopefully they dun suffer that much.
but apart of me was still hanging on to apply for production house for a chance to practice my skills.After much and deliberate consideration.. this is my final choice..
1) Skywalker TV
2)Red Communication
3)MAKNA
there you go.. fingers crossed i will get any of the above three for i am lazy to apply by my own anymore. after that will i decide whether to rent a house or stay with my friends..
And yeah. workload begin to increase.. pratically every subject is full/loaded with assignments d. but i cant be bother to start as my mind is wandering off somewhere for i dunno where..
Lets hope that things get going soon enough for me and when i hit that gear, i am not too late with everything.
for now, let me have a peace of mind and a journey to self discovery.
I browse thru the 26 places for us broadcast students to apply for. All this while, i only had red communication in my mind and my objective was clear, browse the pages to see if red com was there. and straight apply for that. Yup, i did see that.. and after that i was looking down on other companies on the paper, my heart took a 180 degree turn as i saw Majlis Kanser Nasional(MAKNA) on the list for intern to the broadcast student. My choices changed. i dunno why, but i wanted MAKNA instead of Red Com. then i went back and surf the web out. although what done in MAKNA doesnt have anything related to my field of study, it doesnt matter anymore. all i wanted was to help others for their burden and hopefully they dun suffer that much.
but apart of me was still hanging on to apply for production house for a chance to practice my skills.After much and deliberate consideration.. this is my final choice..
1) Skywalker TV
2)Red Communication
3)MAKNA
there you go.. fingers crossed i will get any of the above three for i am lazy to apply by my own anymore. after that will i decide whether to rent a house or stay with my friends..
And yeah. workload begin to increase.. pratically every subject is full/loaded with assignments d. but i cant be bother to start as my mind is wandering off somewhere for i dunno where..
Lets hope that things get going soon enough for me and when i hit that gear, i am not too late with everything.
for now, let me have a peace of mind and a journey to self discovery.
January 03, 2008
New Year 08
nope. this year, i did not make any new year resolution for i never keep up with resolution be4.
and my new year have been a blast as well. my family with my uncle's family went north to our grandparents house to spring clean the house. it was damm tiring and imagine throwing all things and cleaning up a huge house is so not easy!!!but it the fun that i enjoy! i reach home at nite. tired and slept till the next morning.
Up front we are bombarded with the local news on our ex health minister. it is sad. i just feel devastated. i felt sad for him. and i salute him for his courage to admit his mistake... and his family are all behind him which make things even more amazing. i would have stand by him although many of the 26millions malaysian might think that he have disgrace our country. yes, to one extend but tell me who or which men is not like him???
whether is a plot to bring him down or related to the coming General election, i dunno but the ppl who did this should be ashamed of themselves for doing such a thing.
on the other note, i lose interest to study this semester. i dunno why. everything dont seems to go on a right note.
i super semangat want to ramble on my feelings right now. but when i start writing... i just dunnow how to express my feelings here. guess i will leave it to next time then....
and my new year have been a blast as well. my family with my uncle's family went north to our grandparents house to spring clean the house. it was damm tiring and imagine throwing all things and cleaning up a huge house is so not easy!!!but it the fun that i enjoy! i reach home at nite. tired and slept till the next morning.
Up front we are bombarded with the local news on our ex health minister. it is sad. i just feel devastated. i felt sad for him. and i salute him for his courage to admit his mistake... and his family are all behind him which make things even more amazing. i would have stand by him although many of the 26millions malaysian might think that he have disgrace our country. yes, to one extend but tell me who or which men is not like him???
whether is a plot to bring him down or related to the coming General election, i dunno but the ppl who did this should be ashamed of themselves for doing such a thing.
on the other note, i lose interest to study this semester. i dunno why. everything dont seems to go on a right note.
i super semangat want to ramble on my feelings right now. but when i start writing... i just dunnow how to express my feelings here. guess i will leave it to next time then....
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