stress gila..

i am still in the midst of finishing my kajian televisyen assignment due on thurs.. i had to do it one day earlier than rushing on the last minute (on the dot) which i usually do for all my other assignments.. this time i cant afford it.. i have french essay test on thurs which is going to kill me.. all the verbs and preposition.. so much to memorize.. damm it.. 

my brain cant think anymore.. thus i choose to blog.. one more week before  study week but how come i dont feel like it's the end of semester leh? sigh. 

chewing on a polo followed by another for past hours but still i cant finish typing and typing.. terlalu banyak kena tulis dengan citation yang diperlukan lagi. sangat susah.. kalau biblio kurang.. nanti lecturer kata saya tak buat rujukan yang secukupnya. memang teruk.. dahla esei pun kena tulis dalam bm.. teruk tul.. haihs.. pastu.. rujukan tu semua dalam bi.. dahla masa dihabiskan untuk translate.. pas tu translate mcm sial.. bencinya hidup aku ni. kenapalah i have to take those papers.. ish... geram... otak aku ni dah tak berfungsi tetapi banyak lagi yang kena aku buat.. kalau boleh.. hendak aku terbang dari sini.. promotion fireflyz bagi cuti sekolah ini dah penuh di tempah.. aku tak dapat nak tempah seat. lagi geram. 

iam crapping nonsense.. brain is crashing.. it's damm freaking 4.30am  now.. better continue writing those essay before my brain decided to die on me. 

terasa nak tulis dalam bm.. mungkin terikut-ikut dengan BM yang aku tulis dalam esei aku ni. teruk betul.. kalau di SPM dulu aku tulis macam ni.. fail aku. 

Ka Ho Yuet Yuen

my french test was postponed due to reason we dont even know.. it's the last minute thing where we only got to know when the worker put up the notice in front of the class door. so yeah, i will be having 2 test this coming tues.. one in the morning and the other in the afternoon (health psychology).

i have to study but i'm so lazy that i glued to watch moonlight resonance. damm damm like it.. and the series finale is tomoro. i cant wait for the ending. Been catching up with this show since beginning of Aug and it is ending now. It's so much nicer than Heart Of Greed. The scriptwriter must be good in coming up with the ideas. Salute them.. if not for them we would not have such a nice series to enjoy.  getting the series from a reliable source prove to be right as i do not have to subscribe to AOD. i still resort to "not the correct way" in short illegal downloads. haha.

ideas!ideas!ideas!

after 12th September.. i am going to get back my routine life.
i'm almost getting crazy now with the way things is progressing.

montage, backdrop, gimmick, news feature, report.. so much things to do. yet so many dunno how. how am i to crack my brain for anymore ideas? i am running out of ideas. damm it.

i screw up my french test the other day. so i was simply guessing which grammar i need to put so that the sentences looks nicer.
i have one more test coming up next week. and there is a lot to study.
and on top of that iam going to gym in between my hectic-ness to fulfill the requirement needed in one of my paper.
i need to buy a new bag. my bag die.die on me when i needed it the most. the zip could not zip anymore. bye bye to almost 5 years of service. thanks.
emo.emo.

the weekend

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One week of semester break is almost over. 2 more days to go and i can imagine me being back at the school's editing room the whole day.. edit n edit. plus sneaking all those food in to fill my ever hungry stomach. I am really getting annoyed with what am doing. it's not that fun.. plus i have my minor exam and french test coming up. still i cant study. 

Let me see how i wasted my 1 week sem break.. 1st 3 days of hols was for shooting and editing.. and suppose to be reading 5 chapter of my minor paper.. instead.. i read 2 page of a 100 page notes. damm fail. then, i was supposed to design and think for my live show montage and some graphics that need to be done but i'm too lazy to think.. so everything is put aside until now that i hvae tonnes of things to settle. i dont care.. i will just do one thing at a time. 

Instead... all the time that i have, i would spent it in front of TV clicking on channel 816-826. From badminton to swimming to tennis to basketball to athletics and many many more.. i will be seating in front of the TV the whole day. 

and finally, we won a medal in badminton thru Lee Chong Wei.. although it was not a gold but silver was alright kan? and swimming, michael phelps was great..8 gold medals and i think the sweetest one must have been watching the 100m butterfly. Then seeing my fave roger federer losing in men singles and seeing him winning in men doubles. Yay! Usain Bolt was great.. he ran so fast that the distance between him and 2nd place winner was so obvious. what a great runner he is.. and all those event like relay, long jump, high jump, triple jump, decathlon, 50km walk.. i watched almost everything. and i shall be rooting for USA basketball team VS Spain in the final tomorrow. Haha!!!

oh.. and not to forget.. the debate..(between penang Chief minister) was a waste of time. why would the new pg gov talk about past when they could prove the previous gov by doing better than them. Is digging past mistakes will lead you forward? i dont think so.. it;s better the new gov start planning and looking forward on what they can do to improve Penang. if they perform better, then they succeed.. else in the next GE.. i am sure new ppl will be elected!

C'est La Vie!

it's been almost 2 weeks since i last blog. really really busy with my production and it sucks. tiring. and seriously, come to think of it. i think i am not suitable in this field. i dun really enjoy what am i doing right now. i dunno how to describe it.. but thinking of it..i dunno what my future would be. i dare not think of what i want to do in a year time after finishing with my degree. sigh.

i still have shooting this weekend and after that editing and next, 30 mins live show to prepare for.. terrible.. dun even got time to watch olympics.. haihs..

guess that's not really much update of my boring life unless i go into details those little little facts on my daily things of planning script, voice over, editing, choosing song and editing. grrr.

update soon. au-revoir.

and i want to say it again, learning french is wat i like the most this Semester. hehehe