Devastated

it's 1 hour plus before my exam, yet i cant have a peace of mind.
and a friend of mine checked my carry marks for script which is worth 80%. and that lecturer gave me darn low marks for which i had work so hard for that script. I hate him so much.
The fact that we (group work) have spend the most times writing a damm 90 pages of script is no easy i tell you. but the outcome was bad. He graded us so badly. I will have to ask him later on why he gave us this grade. and certainly it has affected me in a way, cause i thought i could stand a chance to maintain my pointer, now this have all but shattered my chances of getting a decent result. grrrr....
i have even asked others, theirs was not good either, but still, i am still mad. We did let him see our script when it was halfway done. He say that it was good and evrything is ok.

I am so pist now. hopefully i dun vent my anger in my exams later. hah!

Week Ahead

seeing man united claw closer to the title with Chelsea as their only challenger to the title after 2-1 win for mu over arsenal. to be fair, it was a tight game and arsenal did had their chances, but luck was on manunited side. so yeah, they won... =)

tis wednesday, shall be my english paper. and next tues will be my last paper, marketing. and i dun even have the mood to study already. most people are done with their exams while i still have papers to go. and it will be a packed time for me as i will be heading over to KL on the 28th with my things to be done in between. bengkel pra latihan amali is the stupidest thing!!!!how could one ever do this bengkel... grrr... waste of time only..

sigh, i am excited to go for my internship, but still another half of me dont want to... Hopefully things will go on well la.. i should not be in dilemma and grumble since i am the one who decided to do my internship in kl. I should instead be happy and look forward to it.

Things TO DO!!!

This will be my ultimate GOAL coming towards the END of Second Semester of 2nd Year.

Gosh, how time flies.. it's been a fast semester where things are done so fast and with a blink of time. before i knew it semester it over.. but before that.. here is Things i -need-to-do!!!!!

1) News release, Due Date : 4th Mar 08
2)Marketing Test , 5th Mar 08
3)Internship Interview- Merchant Square, 7th Mar 08
4)Essay on Hegemony. Cultural Imperialism etc.. 11th Mar 08
5) Advertorial and Creative Work Plan - 18th March 08
6) Advertisements and Project Presentation - 18th March 08
7) Listening Test + Guided Job Intw (19th March 08)
8) Documentary Script - 24th March 08
9) Screenplay Script - 27th March 08

Done.Done.Done.. Now I am left with final exams before this semester is OVER. =)

coursework,coursework,coursework

and here i am rambles again. I cannot understand why we have to endure all the painful process of assignments. I dun get it and its the time again, yeah, the 4th semester in Uni and here I am as always, stuck with assignments which i am so reluctant to do.

so it's either i do, or fail I am.

I wasnt in the mood to write this but i feel something need to be express here that i am becoming lazier day by day. Mum have also started to see that I am lazy and i think in no time she will begin to shout at me. Blame it on me or what ever external factors, i think it is purely me who doesnt want to study hard. I have lose any appetite to study anymore and heck, i dun think i would be able to achieve good results this semester. I have told my mum of not expecting a good grades from me this semester and she sighed away in disgust. Haha.

I think it's the time again when i hit the panic button but i would not this time as i would do one thing at a time as there is no point panicking if I know i cannot manage so many things at a single time.

I think i have a writing test tomoro and yes, maybe it was the fact that i am crapping here to get a good base to crap in the test tomoro? yeah, i would think so.but this crap is purely NOTHING that i dun think it will be helpful for tomorrow's test.

Like what my previous post mention, i think i kind of going thru the emotional year when i think it's from teen to adulthood? huh, i dunno but why is it that life is so complex. Cant it be as simple as ABC, but come to think of it, where is the fun when life is not complex. Again pure crapping.

Sigh. Let me see, I have YKT 213 assignment on BERSIH rallies to do, YKT 212 assignment on Hegemony, Test on Marketing subject, a News Release to be written, a documentary script, a drama script and a campaign project. All which i have not started yet.

Okay, writing this freaks the hell out of me. and i think i must hit the red button already.

If i were continue this crap, it will not end, so i shall end the rambles now and continue another time.